Wednesday, April 01, 2009

Mental Block

why is it that i cannot write anymore?
why is it that i cannot read anymore?
why is it that i am spending too much time watching TV?surfing? or even reading pointless mails.. shopping!! i am not spending valuable time anymore but i am wasting time in the name of 'releasing stress' when i know for a fact that all of these items are adding on to my stress in the long run. TV = wasted time=unable to complete chores. net = wasted time + added anxiety finding things out knowing how obsessive i can become.shopping = depleting income = less revenue = double the stress.

my thoughts are no longer on free flow. is it the job? or responsibility or are these 'hobbies' consuming most of my time and energy that my brain capacity is depleting?

need to increase brain capacity as my job demands for my brain capacity to be larger.

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